tisdag 31 juli 2012

"I hate him for leaving me." ♥ 27

*ring ring*
Demi looked at her phone and felt her heart sink, when it wasn't Sam's caller ID. It was Eddie.
- Hi dad.
- Hey baby. I have some big news and I need you to come to the studio. Now.
- Fine, I'll be there in 10.
- Great. 

And her hair and make up was like this: http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7q3tjlXsi1rtmhj4o1_250.jpg

Demi arrived at the studio and the first thing she saw was her dad's face.
- Hey dad!
- Hello, pumpkin.
They hugged for a while, before Demi pulled away and looked into her father's eyes.
- What's going on..? She asked a bit suspiciously.
Eddie grinned and Demi waited for his response.
"You're going to guest star on the hit show 'Shameless Girl'!"
Demi squealed and gasped.
 "Oh my gosh, no way! I love that show!"
"I know!" Eddie laughed when Demi hugged him. "And you're going to do two episodes. You're playing Donna Finnley. The bad girl."
Demi smiled and it finally felt as if things were better in her life.

As soon as Demi got home she picked up her phone and called Sam.
"Hi Sam, it's me. I have some big news..."
"Demi, can it wait 'til later.. I'm kinda busy right now."
Demi looked down and felt the dissapointment slap her, hard in the face, but she just shrugged and nodded. Even though Sam couldn't see her.
"Um, yeah. Whatever."
"Okay, bye. Love you."
Just as I was about to hang up, I heard a woman's voice in the background.
"Who's that?"
Sam didn't answer her.
"Sam, tell me!"
"It's no one, okay? Can we drop it now?"
Demi hung up and felt the tears fill her eyes. She couldn't breathe. No one? She was no one? Why didn't he want to talk to her? It was definatley not how he was acting last night. Demi rubbed her shoulder as she thought of it and tried to relax. She sat down on her kitchen chair. As she was opening her fridge and taking out some pizza, from yesterday, she couldn't help but hearing a small voice in her head, screaming: "He was just using you. You were just another useless girl in his eyes." The voice got louder and louder and Demi slammed her plate on her table and buried her face in her hands.
Demi's POV:
I hated this feeling. Being used, being tossed around, being replaced...
Suddenly I could hear my phone ring. I picked it up and answered it without checking the caller ID.
"Hello?" I took a deep breath and tried to cover the fact that I was crying two seconds ago.
"Hey, Demi. It's Sel."
I sighed of relief and got up from my chair.
"Hi, girl. How are you?"
"Demi, are you crying?"
"What? No." Demi faked a laugh and hoped Selena would buy it.
"Oh my gosh, Demi, are you okay?"
Demi opened her mouth to protest, but Selena cut her to it.
"Okay, that's it." Demi could hear her gathering her keys and other stuff in the background.
"I'm coming over."
Demi sighed, but a part of her was thankful. Selena was a true friend.

Demi's POV:
After we said goodbye, I wiped away some tears and got up from my chair. I put my pizza in the microwave, and logged on to twitter.
""The smartest thing a woman can ever learn, is to never need a man." 
I tweeted it and checked my mentions. BAM. I was getting spammed by thousands of people about Joe and... Amira?
I noticed that 'Joe and Amira' were the top trend world wide.
I immediatley googled it, and pictures of the two kissing were everywhere.
I know I shouldn't be jealous, but I couldn't help it. Amira was beautiful.. No wonder he wanted her over me.
I clicked on an article and read it.
"Is this Hollywood's newest, hot couple?
Joe Jonas and a mystery girl were spotted outside his house three days ago. The name of that girl has been revealed by Joe himself on the social network, Twitter.
'Many of you guys have been asking me about the girl I was seen with a couple of days ago.. Well, I usually like to keep that sorta stuff to myself, but she's so amazing that I want to share her with you guys. Me and Amira are together and she's a beautiful, wonderful girl that I love. :-)'
There you have it! Joe and Amira are officially an item! Sorry to break your hearts girls!"
I was brought back to reality when I heard Selena knock on the door.
"Demi, you there?"
I ran to open the door.
It only took Selena a second to understand something was wrong. She opened her arms and let me cry on her shoulder.
Selena gently pushed me away from her, and stared into my eyes, with a look of understanding.
"You saw the pictures of Joe?"
I nodded and we sat down in the couch.
"But that's not it... Last night, Sam and I..."
I stopped talking and avoided her eyes.
I felt very uncomftorable talking to her about that sort of stuff. We didn't really have that kind of relationship, that was more of a me and Miley kind of thing.
But, Miley wasn't in my life anymore, so I took a deep breath and decided to tell Selena anyways.
"We... er, you know.."
Selena looked at me with confused eyes at first, but when it finally hit her, she let out an 'oooh' and nodded.
"Yeah," I said and waited for her to attack me about how stupid I was.
But Selena just let her lips curl up to a smile.
"So, how was it?"
I stared at her and we both burst out in laughter.
"It was amazing. He was amazing."
Selena sighed and smiled.
"Wait, what do you mean with was?"
I felt my heart sink a bit, as I was reminded of Sam leaving me.
"He left me."
She didn't say anything. She just put her hand over mine, and looked at me with a sincere look in her warm eyes.
"I'm sorry, Demi."
"No, it's okay."
She nodded, but didn't take her eyes away from me. I could tell she was worried.
"Really, Sel. I'm fine," I lied.
But she still wasn't convinced.
"Lying to me, won't help."
I rolled my eyes and fell back to the cushions.
"Okay, fine. I hate him for leaving me."
Selena nodded with a look of understanding.
"I know how you feel."
She actually did.
"Nick still talks about you, you know."
She shrugged.
"He hasn't talked to me, in years."
There was a moment of silence. We were both thinking about how Nick had left Selena for Miley. I had never, ever, seen Selena so shattered and devestated.
"Anyways, do you know why he left?"
I nodded and told her the whole story from the beginning.
"And now, Sam and Miley won't talk to me."
I finally looked up and saw Selena hold in her breath.
"You can say it."
Selena immediatley started talking.
"Didn't I tell you Miley was a bitch? She's just so fake! I would never leave you for anyone else."
I kept silent.
I could see her looking at me from the corner of my eye.
"You do know that, right?"
"I guess..."
Selena moved closer to me and let out a frustrated sigh.
"When are you going to get over him, Demi? I've been begging for your forgivness, for like three years. Taylor wasn't worth it. And I never talked to him after our talk."
I could see she was about to cry, so I just hugged her.
"And people thought we were fighting about Taylor Swift."
We giggled and it felt like good old times again.
We sat and looked at eachother.
And that's when I remembered.
"Oh my gosh, I totally forgot to tell you!"
Selena's eyes hinted excitement.
"What? Tell me!"
"I got a guest starring role in Shameless Girl!"
Selena screamed and threw her arms around me.
"Demi, that's awesome!"

~3 weeks later~
Demi's POV:
A woman walked up to me and shook my hand.
"Hello, my name is May, and I'm going to show you around the set today."
She was talking very fast, as if she was in a hurry.
"Cool," I said and beamed.
"But first, you're going to meet the cast."
I just nodded and smiled. I was so excited!
May showed me into a room where a bunch of girls were getting there makeup done.
As soon as I walked in, everybody's eyes turned to me.
I turned to my left to see a girl with brown hair, and brown eyes. She was very, very pretty.
I shook her hand, but she just looked at me with her mouth slightly opened and her eyebrows furrowed.
"You don't remember me." She said it more as a statement than as a question.
I shook my head and smiled apologetically.
"I'm sorry, it's just that I meet so many new people everyday, and..."
"My name's Melissa."
"Oh, now I remember..." 
"Joe's ex?"
I closed my mouth and now it was my turn to look at her with a confused look.
"You know... Joe?"
A girl with black hair and striking green eyes, came between us and shook my hand.
"My name's Naomi Sparks."
I nodded and pointed at her.
"Yeah, I know you... You play Laura on the show, right?"
She looked at me, up and down. Taking me in, before she shrugged.
"I guess not every famous girl in Hollywood can be pretty But that's okay, you're setting an example for... less beautiful girls." She gave me a perfect smile, before she walked away.
Melissa waved her hand before my eyes and my attention was on her.
"Demi, d on't listen to her. She's just a stuck up bitch, that thinks she can get whatever she wants, because she's Kyle Sparks daughter."
Kyle Sparks was the man that owned the movie studio.
"No way. Sparks' Studios?"
Melissa nodded.
"Anyways, I promise you the rest of us are way nicer."
I smiled and followed her to the rest of the girls.
They were all so perfect and beautiful.
I felt my self-esteem drop to the ground.
A girl with long black hair waved at me.
"Hi, and welcome. My name is Aurora, but you can call me Rory."
I nodded and smiled politley.
 A tiny girl next to her with curly, red hair leaned back on her chair, so that she could get a proper look at me. She had red cheeks and a big smile. Her blue eyes were sparkling.
"Oh my gosh, hey! My name is Raven and I'm so excited to meet you!"
She had a deep southern accent, and she was very cute.
I laughed and so did the rest of the girls.
"You're excited for everything," said Melissa and Raven nodded in agreement.
"I guess that's kind of true."

I was getting my hair and make up done as the girls were shooting.
Just as I had gotten into my clothes, May peaked in and told me I had to come out.
I took a deep breath and shook my hands, so that i could let all of my nervosity out.
I walked on set with a new found confident and a smile.
The director showed me where to stand.
I felt someone standing behind me. It was Naomi Sparks.
"It's going to be fun playing against you. I'm so excited."
I rolled my eyes and turned around so that we were standing, eye to eye.
"Screw you."
She faked a gasp and put a hand over her chest.
"Ouch. That hurt." She laughed.
Our director, Mike, clapped his hands.
"You girls ready, eh?" He said with his smokey voice.
I nodded and gave him a thumbs up.
"Alright. Let's roll. Action!"
I got into my character and looked at Naomi with fierce eyes.
"You must be Laura," I said and smiled smugly.
Naomi raised an eyebrow, and I saw that she was surprised I wasn't messing up.
"Yes. And, who are you?"
I slowly took a step closer to her.
"I'm Donna."
Naomi nodded.
"Well, Donna, you- I mean I.."
"Cut!" Mike yelled.
Naomi avoided my eyes.
I felt so satisfied.
"I guess not every actress in Hollywood can be great," I said, holding in my laughter.
Naomi glared at me, but I could see I was humiliating her.
"But that's okay, you're setting an example for the less... talented girls."
Naomi didn't say anything, but her knuckles were turning white, because she had her fists clutched so hard.
I could hear some girls from the cast giggle.
Naomi turned around and started walking towards Mike.

Naomi's POV:
"What's wrong, eh? We're in the middle of a shooting!" Mike gestured to Demi who was standing with a proud smug across her obnoxious face.
I just wanted to slap it of her face, which I get to do this week, when we shoot the next episode. But I wanted to slap her, for real.
She was just so cocky and... ugh.
I turned back to Mike, and this time I spoke with a sure voice.
"I wan't her off this show."
Mike looked around and started laughing nervously. The rest joined him.
He laughed and pointed at me.
"You- You're funny."
I didn't move a muscle in my face and glared at him.
"You're an idiot."
He stopped laughing, and I could see the fear in his eyes.
"Listen, we can't kick her off this show. And it's only for two episodes!"
I took a step closer to him with my finger pressed against his chest.
"If you don't kick that trash, of my show, I'll make sure daddy gets rid of you." I raised an eyebrow.
Mike nodded.
"But, we'll finish this scene."
I looked back and saw everyone stare at me. Melissa was calling me, to come back.
I gave Mike a deadly look and walked back to Demi.

Naomi Sparks:

You guys remember Melissa? She's the one that Demi was drinking with, before she hit her head and forgot Joe. :) Please leave a comment about what you thought of this chapter. There will be more drama, and more Jemi in the next chapter. Promise!

torsdag 19 juli 2012

"I don't want to say goodbye." ♥ 26

He looked at me with tears in his eyes. His hand was on my cheek and his soft lips were pressed against mine. 


"I don't want to say goodbye,' His warm breath tickled my ear, when he whispered the words. 
"Then don't." I kissed him back with more passion this time, as to convince him to stay. "Stay with me"
Sam shook his head and I could feel his hand fall down from my face to my waist. He pushed me closer against his body and I let him.
"I have to. I already talked to Eddie and he agreed to being your manager again.'
Our lips were only seperated when we were speaking. I laid down on the bed and Sam followed my lead.
He placed small kisses on my neck, causing me to let a soft satisfied sigh, slip out of my mouth.
'But I wan't you, Sam. I love you.'
Sam stopped kissing me, and pushed himself up of my body, but his face was still just centimeters away from mine. The room suddenly went all quiet, and I immediatley regretted saying that. Sam's lips pulled up into a soft smile, and he gazed down at me, taking me in head to toe.
"I'll never find a girl like you. Ever again. And I'm the biggest idiot for letting you go, but I only do it because I'm not good for you..."
I opened my mouth, to protest, but he put his finger to my lips.
"No, Demi. There's no excuse. I shoved you, and you fell. I'll never forgive myself for that. Ever."
I could see how much he regretted it and how hurt he was. 
I took his face in my hands, and our lips collided. They moved in sync, and that's when I knew. I wanted more.
I pulled Sam's shirt off and he continued kissing me. On my lips and on my neck... His lips moved down to my chest. I took of my top in a haste, withouth thinking about it, and I was laying under Sam, in nothing but my underwear. He smiled and his thumb stroked my cheek while he was kissing me, and his hands started moving up and down my naked skin, and my hands were all over his abs. 
Before he took off his pants, or did anything like that, he paused for a moment and looked into my eyes, with a sincere, honest expression, as if he was asking me if it was okay.
I was sure. I knew this was what I wanted, so I nodded and we carried on. I helped him take his skinny jeans off, in only like 5 seconds. He leaned in closer to me, and his lips continued to move from my chest, down to my navel, and I gasped when his tounge touched my warm skin.
We kept on going, and it was like I was uncovering a new side of him every minute of our love making. It was amazing. Sam was my first, and I would never forget him.

Demi woke up the next morning. She was wearing nothing, except for the sheet wrapped around her body. Sam was sleeping next to her with his arm around her waist. She turned around, so that her face was close to  him, and kissed him gently on his lips.
Sam slowly opened his eyes, and Demi could feel his smile through their kiss.
'When are you leaving?' She whispered, trying not to leat the tears come through.
Sam kissed her on her forehead, before mumbling 'At noon.'
Demi looked over his shoulder, at her alarmclock. He only had 2 hours left.
'Sam, please don't go...' Demi knew it was hopeless, but she still wished that he would listen to her.
Sam started playing with her hair, when he was speaking. Demi closed her eyes and just savored the moment.
'I want to stay here with you. Forever. But I can't. Not after what happened last night, between me and Liam.' Demi could see how his eyes went dark, when he pronounced Liam's name.
Demi drew herself away from Sam's embrace, and looked down, with the tears filling her eyes.
'You still haven't told me what happened.'
Sam moaned and laid back at his pillow.
'I want to tell you, but I can't.'
Demi held his face in her hands and forced him to look at her.
'Sam, you can trust me.'
He sighed and nodded.
'I know, but I don't want you involved. I don't want you to hate me for something I didn't do.'
Demi rolled her eyes and turned away from him.
She could hear Sam sigh.
He got up from the bed and got dressed. Demi was still faced the other way, so he couldn't see her tears falling.
When he was done getting dressed, he walked around to her side of the bed and sat down next to her.
'I have to go,' he mumbled. Demi avoided getting eyecontact with him, and didn't say anything.
Sam wrapped his arms around her and kissed her on the cheek.
Demi couldn't resist it and threw her arms around him too. She started sobbing, with her forehead on his shoulder, and he just stroked her hair and held her close.
Demi looked up at him and he smiled.
'You know I love you, right? I always will. And this is not the last time we see eachother. Okay, baby?'
Demi nodded and Sam wiped away her tears.
She smiled and kissed him. They both knew it was their last kiss, and it was filled with so much passion. Demi deepened the kiss by letting her tounge play around in his, and Sam took over. He pulled Demi closer to his chest, and Demi let her fingers run through his hair.
She had his bottom lip between her teeth as they parted and with her eyes still closed, their lips seperated.
Demi turned around, knowing her tears would come back if she looked at him again.
'Sam, just go. Please? This is how I want to remember our last minutes together.'
She could feel the bed move, as he got up from it and she could hear him drag his bags from the livingroom to her door. She could hear the click when he opened the door.
There was a pause.
'Demi, I love you. Don't get upset because I'm leaving. That would just break me to pieces. Go out with your friends, and carry on with life, just like you used to before we met in Mexico, six months ago.'
Demi nodded and wiped away her tears in silence.
'I love you too, Sam. And we're going to skype, everyday, okay?'
Sam laughed and Demi knew she was going to miss his laugh.
'Everyday, baby.' Demi smiled, but Sam couldn't see it because she was still turned away from him. 
Sam paused, before continuing. 'I'm only leaving because it's probably what's best for you, and I only want what's best for you.'
'But you're just hurting me, by leaving. What's best for me is to be with you.'
'I wish that was the case. Bye, Demi. No, I mean I'll see you soon. You're the only one. Remember that.'
'Thank you for being the only boyfriend I've ever had, that I could trust 100 procent.'
Sam smiled through his pain, and closed the door behind him, knowing he had just made the hardest decision in his life, by leaving the only girl he had ever loved in the room he had just left. But it was fine. He could handle the hurt and the pain, as long as it made her happier.

That night Demi wrote a song about Sam. She named it 'Fix A Heart'.

söndag 15 juli 2012


Demi Lovato as herself:

Joe Jonas:



Miley Cyrus:

Selena Gomez:

Amira James:

Aurora Rivers:

Dana Caverly:


Naomi Sparks:


fredag 13 juli 2012

"You're engaged!" ♥ 25

Last chapter: Demi and Sam are officially dating! 
Joe came to Demi's show with roses, but walked away when he saw her and Sam kissing. 
Demi received a text from Miley, where a 'mystery girl' was leaving Joe's apartment at 2 am.

Demi's hari and makeup: http://www1.sk-static.com/images/media/img/col4/20120118-113900-805987.jpg
Demi's dress: http://www.herveleger-2012.com/images/herveleger2012/Herveleger010_1.jpg

Demi knocked on the door.
Sam fixed his tie and Demi squeezed his hand.
'Don't worry. You look great,' she said and gave him a long kiss.
'Hello, lovebirds.' 
Demi smiled and kissed him with more passion. Miley laughed and both girls hugged eachother. 
They all went into the living room.
'Liam,' Miley called his name and Demi could hear his footsteps when he came down the stairs.
'Demi!' He came down the stairs and kissed her on the cheek.
'Liam, you australian beast.' They laughed and hugged.

The dinner was already served on the table, with candles and everything.
Sam pulled out the chair for Demi to sit, and then sat down next to her.
'Whoa.. This looks fancy,' Demi said and looked at Miley.
Miley smiled and Demi noticed something different about her. She was... shining. She was radiant and smiley, and what was that on her finger. Oh my gosh, it was a diamond ring!
'Omg, you're engaged!!!' Demi screamed and ran around the table to hug Miley.
They started screaming and Miley showed her, her ring.
'Holy sh*t, it's huge!' 
Miley squealed and nodded.
 'I know!!!'
Liam looked at Sam and they both smiled and muttered, 'Girls..'
'Congrats, I wish you all luck,' Sam said and Liam thanked him with a big smile.
Demi sat down next to Miley and smiled while shaking her head in disbelief.
'Oh my gosh, I'm gonna cry.' She laughed while whiping away some tears of joy trickling down her cheek.
Miley embraced her in a hug and squeezed her.
'Aaaw. Don't cry, sweetie! I love you.'
Demi looked into Miley's eyes and said 'I love you' back.
'Who else knows?' She asked, while exploring the ring on Miley's finger.
'Um, our families. And now, you and Sam know,' Liam said.
'Still can't believe this... Who are you inviting to the wedding?'
Miley shrugged.
'Just family and friends.'
Demi nodded and Miley understood what she had really meant when asking the question.
'I think I'm inviting Nick too. I think Joe and Kevin are coming if he comes.'
Demi looked up at Miley with big eyes.
'Um, excuse me,' she said with an apologetic smile on her face while dragging Miley to a small, dark room and closing the room behind them.
Miley sighed. She turned on the lights and layed down on a bed.
Demi sat down next to her.
'How can you invite him? After all he did to you? He's a loser Miley.'
Miley sat up and Demi could see her eyes getting teared up.
'He was still my first love. And I told you, I've forgiven him.'
Demi placed her hand on Miley's and looked into her blue eyes.
'But I haven't.'
Miley sighed, again.
'I also haven't forgiven myself. I know that if I had just...'
'Demi, stop.'
'No, it's all my fault!' It was now Demi's turn to cry.
Miley cupped Demi's face in her hands and forced her to look at her.
'Don't. I'm over Nick. I just... I mean I was hurt. Really hurt.'
Demi looked down at her fingers and guilt was written all over her face.
'But,' Miley continued, 'It's not your fault. You didn't know. Selena however...'
Miley said her name with utter disgust and Demi coudn't help but crack a smile.
She was used to being in the middle of their fights, and it felt just like old times again.
'I can't believe you're getting married, Miles. I'm so proud of you.'
Miley  laughed and placed her finger under her eye to stop the tears from falling.
'You are the best friend a girl could have, Demi. And there was something I needed to ask you... Will you be  my maid of honor at the wedding?'
Demi's hands shot to her mouth in surprise. 'Oh my gosh, ofcourse! I'd be honored too.' She gave Miley a big hug and both of the girls giggled.
'You're a piece of shit!' *bam*
Demi and Miley jumped when they heard the loud shouting from the livingroom.

Demi's POV: Me and Miley ran out of the room. We saw Sam and Liam fighting. Liam pushed Sam off of him with all the force within him. He pushed Sam against the wall and punched him hard in the face.
'Liam, stop!!' Miley screamed, but it was like he couldn't hear her.
Sam wrestled Liam down on the ground and punched him twice in the jaw and once in the stomach.
I ran up to him and pushed him off of Liam. I knew I wasn't strong enough, but atleast I had his attention. He shoved me to the side and the force made me fall down on the floor. I hit the floor with head first and my arm  hit the table. I could instantly see the shades of a bruise. I looked up at Sam, who was looking down on me.
The emotions on his face were indescribable. It was a mix of shock, sadness, anger...
'What are you doing?' The words escaped my lips, like a whisper.
Sam slowly turned back to Liam who was bleeding from his nose. Sam himself was bleeding from his lip.
He stood up and picked me up from the floor. When he put me down on the floor, I could feel my body tremble. Not from the fall, but from the shock. I saw him look at me with tears in his eyes. He was so dissapointed in himself. Sam turned to Miley, who was holding her stomach, and staring at Sam with her mouth open.
'I'm sorry.' Sam turned back to Liam, with daggers shooting from his eyes. 'We're done here.'
He went opened the door, grabbed his jacket and slammed the door after him.
I couldn't speak. My mouth was dry and I felt lightheaded.
'Miley...' I turned to her, but she wouldn't look at me.
She was sitting by Liam's side wiping his blood away, carefully with a napkin.
Her tears were dripping from her cheeks.
Liam groaned when she used alcohol to clean his sores.
After standing there for a minute, she finally looked at me.
'Look, I'm really sorry... I don't know what happened to him...'
Miley opened her mouth as if to say something, but Liam interruppted.
'Demi, you know I care for you. And I only mean well when I say Sam's bad news. He did things, I'll never forgive him for doing.' He tried to sit up but groaned out loud when the pain took over. He doubled over in pain and Miley tried to soothe him.
I looked at her. She was finally saying something. The relief ran through my body, but stopped abruptly when she looked away and said, 'I think you need to go.'
I felt like I had been punched in the stomach, or kicked in the face.
'... You're angry at me?'
Miley didn't answer.
I shook my head in disbelief and swallowed the lump in my throath. I grabbed my jacket and opened the door.
'Yes,' she said with a horse voice. 'Why can't you ever be with a decent guy? Isn't there anything in your life you can do right?'
As soon as those words left Miley's lips, a tension filled the room.
I slowly turned around, and looked at her with hurt in my eyes. My mouth was slightly open and tears were trickling down my red cheeks. All the air had disappeared from my body and I was speechless.
Miley pinched the bridge of her nose and shook her head.
'I didn't mean that.'
I nodded and shrugged, at the same time, and when I opened my mouth a voice came out that I didn't even recognize. It was cold and emotionless.
'You did mean that. Just remember, the next time you need a shoulder to cry on, I won't be here.'

Before I slammed the door behind me, I turned to Miley and looked her in the eyes.
'Oh, and you can find a new maid of honor. I won't attend your wedding. That's one thing in my life I'm doing right.'
Miley's face was indifferent, but the tears gave her away. I knew I had hit a soft spot.
I shut the door behind me and walked over to Sam's car.
I pushed the handle and entered the seat next to him.
That's when I started crying uncontrollably. I buried my face in my hands and Sam took me into his warm embrace.
He didn't say anything but the kisses he plantd on my forehead, showed me more than words ever could.

lördag 7 juli 2012

"I never wanted him to hate me." ♥ 24

Demi looked into her mirror, smiled and took a deep breath. This was it. 
She was about to perform on GMA in about 15 minutes.
Sam gave her a pet on the shoulder and hugged her hard.
"I'm so glad I get to see you perform. Live, you know."
Demi sighed and pushed him away.
"Not here Sam, no one can know I'm dating my manager."
Sam nodded, but Demi could tell he still wanted to kiss her.
She smiled and gave him another hug.
This time it was Sam's turn to push her away.
"Demi, are you okay? You're hands are shaking."

Demi's POV:
Sam looked at me with a hint of worry in his big brown eyes.
I nodded and shook my hands to let the nervosity come out.
Truth is, I never get nervous before I go on stage.
But today was Sam's first show, and I had to make it special. I really wanted to impress him.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I said.
Voice: And now ladies and gentlemen, get ready for, miss Demi Lovato!!
I could hear the crowd roar and scream, and I could feel the happiness run through my body.
"This is it," I said with a huge smile on my face and squeezed Sam's hand, before I ran out on stage.
I had a blast and sang Give Your Heart a Break and Skyscraper. During Give Your Heart a Break I went over to the right side of the stage, where Sam was standing in the front. 
(She walks over to Sam at 2:43 and it's him that she is looking at the whole time)

I ran up to Sam and gave him a big hug. He spun me around and I giggled.
"That was amazing. YOU were amazing!"
I took his face in my hands and gave him a kiss, more like a makeout session. 
With my eyes still closed, I slowly pulled away from his lips. I looked over his shoulder and saw Joe standing there with his mouth opened. Me and Sam jumped from eachother as if we had been shot with an electric gun.
I could see how hurt Joe was and the pain flashing across his face.
I slowly walked towards him.
"I-it's not what it looks, Joe, we were just.." I stumbled.
"Save it," he said and threw the bouquet of red roses he was holding in his arms, on the floor. He then walked out of the room.
"Joe, wait.." I said and I could feel the tears filling my eyes.
I never wanted him to hate me.
Sam came up behind me and squeezed my shoulder.
"Let him go, Demi."
I held back my tears, put a smile on my face, and turned around.
"It's not like I care about him anyways."
I put my arms around Sam's neck and french kissed him.

Demi got home at about 2 am. She fiddled with her keys, got in, and kicked off her high heels. Sam went straight to the living room to make his mattress. She was soo tired and didn't bother changing clothes or brushing her teeth.
Demi layed down on her bed and closed her eyes. She took a few deep breathes and focused on relaxing.
*Buzz, buzz*
"F*ck," Demi thought. Why would anyone text her at this hour?
It was Miley. 
Demi opened the text with half closed eyes, but raised her eyebrows when she saw the picture attatched with the text.
There were two pictures; One when Joe was heavily making out with a girl, and another when the girl was leaving his house. Without the blouse she was wearing in the first picture.
Demi shook her head and the word "Slut" immediatley came to her head.
She got a text back in only a sec.

Demi put her phone under her pillow and tried to fall asleep for the second time. She counted lambs, thought of nothing, flipped the pillow, but nothing seemed to work! When she closed her eyes, all she could see was the face of Joe's mystery woman.