måndag 20 augusti 2012

"You don't love me, do you?" ♥ 29

Demi's POV:
I put on my shoes. I looked into the mirror for, what felt as the millionth time that day. I grabbed my purse and stepped outside where the limo was waiting for me. 
My chaffeur got out and opened the door for me. I got in the limo and leaned back against the carseat. We drove off and headed to the event I was going to. 
(She looked like this: )

Joe's POV:
I got into my car and called Amira.
"Hey babe, are you ready?"
There was silence.
Her voice was cold and harsh when she replied.
"Where were you yesterday?"
It took me a second to remember, but I slammed my palm against my forehead and groaned when I remembered.
"I'm so so sorry, Amira. I really am."
She didn't reply.
"Can I make it up for you?"
She still didn't answer me.
I knew I had to do something drastic for her to forgive me, so I lied.
"I love you, Amira."
"You do?"

Amira's POV:
I felt as if he had proposed to me. Love, was a big word.
But I knew I meant it, when I said it back.
"I love you too," I said and bit my lip while smiling.
Joe took a deep breath and I waited for his next move.
"Would you like to come with me to this event I'm going to?"
I gasped and jumped up and down.
I was going to a celebrity event!
"Oh my gosh, really?!"

Joe's POV:
"Yes, ofcourse. I want my girlfriend to stand next to me on the red carpet."
Amira's response came immediatley.
"I love you, I love you, I love you!"
It felt as if someone stabbed me for each time she said the word 'love'.
Then I heard sigh deeply.
"What's wrong?" 

Amira's POV:
I slowly sat back down on my bad and squeezed my pink, fluffy pillow.
"I don't have a dress."

Joe laughed at Amira's cuteness. She sounded so bummed. 
"Just me me in 30 minutes. I'll be outside of your door."

Demi's POV:
The redcarpet had just opened and I walked out.
I felt more confident than ever, and I striked a pose as the cameramen noticed me standing at the end of the carpet.
"Demi, smile!"
"Look here, babe!"
"Wow, you look amazing!"
I smiled and let them take their pictures. The cameras were flashing, and I was turning and spinning.
This was by far, my favorite part of the events.
I looked to my side and saw One Direction stand there. 
A woman came up to me.
She leaned forward to whisper in my ear.
"One Direction wonders if you can take some pictures with them?"
I smiled and nodded.
The woman lead me to them and we shook hands.
Three of the boys had girls standing right next to them.
"Hi, I'm Niall." I flashed a smile and looked into his beautiful blue eyes.
"I know who you are. Wow, your eyes are gorgeous."
He smiled and I noticed how he blushed slightly.
I squeezed myself in between Zayn, his girlfriend and Niall.
The boys started walking away, but they all hugged me first.
"We'll see you later right?"
I nodded.
They started walking and I could hear Harry say 'Damn, she's even hotter in reality,' and then Niall shrugged and said 'Is it really a surprise?' 
I bit my lip and smiled. Now I was the one blushing.

Joe's POV:
I was sitting on a chair outside the dressing room.
"Amira, baby, are you done soon? The red carpet is closing in an hour."
"Yeah, I'm coming out now."
I checked my clock again and tried to hide my frustration.
Amira came out of her fitting room, and time just... stopped.
She looked like an angel.
"How do I look?" She asked and spun around.
I was speechless.
She looked at me with furrowed brows.
I nodded.
"You look... Just wow."
Amira looked down and bit her lip, with a little playful smile. She came over to me and gave me a long kiss.
She pulled away, with her eyes still closed and whispered: "We better get going."

~3 hours later~
Demi's POV:
I looked around and started searching for Joe. He had called me earlier and when I asked him where he was, he said that he was on his way.
I got up from my seat and walked down the stairs. I could feel everybody staring at me, since the awards were just about to start. I was down at the second row and felt someone tap me on the shoulder.
I turned around and smiled when I saw him.
"Hi, Niall."
He smiled and licked his lip.
"Um, are you leaving?"
I shook my head and smiled politley.
"No, I'm looking for Joe. We were supposed to meet up."
Niall looked down and I could see the dissapointment flash over his face.
I shrugged and continued talking.
"Yeah, he's here with his girlfriend..."
Niall's face lit up and he smiled.
"Well, see you around then?"
I nodded and waved to him before I walked away.
Then I thought of something and turned back.
"Hey Niall?"
He turned around and waited for me to continue.
I leaned in closer to him, and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

Amira's POV:
I watched all of the glamorous people walk the red carpet, and suddenly I felt really out of place.
"Um, Joe... Maybe you should go.. You know, without me?"
Joe put his hand around my waist and smiled.
"Amira, you're the prettiest girl here. Don't ever feel like you're not."
I smiled and nodded, even though I didn't believe him.
"Erm, Joe?"
"Are you completley over Demi? Please be honest with me."
Joe started chuckling and stroked my cheek.
"I love you, Amira. I don't even talk to Demi anymore."

Joe's POV:
Amira smiled and squeezed my hand. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket, I picked it up and saw that I had a new message.
Demi Lovato: Where R U?!!
I quickly turned off my phone and put it back in my pocket.
"Who was it?" Amira said and furrowed her brows with a worried expression.
"No one."

Amira's POV:
"Come on," he said and grabbed my hand. He lead me to the carpet infront of the photographers, and in three seconds the cameras started flashing.
"Is that Joe Jonas' girlfriend?"
"Hey, Amira, smile!"
They knew my name?
"Amira, you look beautiful!"
"Joe, look over here!"
I smiled and posed. This was actually fun.
Joe hugged me tighter, which made me giggle.
I looked at him and his honest, warm eyes and I realised... He was my perfect match.

Demi's POV:
I started walking down a huge aisle, until I reached a black door, with a sign on it that said 'Joe Jonas'.
I rolled my eyes and opened the door.
I saw a pretty girl with brown hair bounce off Joe, and blush.
Joe leaned back in his couch and used his hand to wipe off his lips.
"Sorry," I said and made a face.
The girl looked at me with her big brown eyes and I immediatley recognized her, from the pictures on my phone.
"Amira." I said and rached out my hand, which she shook.
"Pleasure to meet you," she said with a sweet smile, and I couldn't help but liking her.
"Same," I pointed at Joe and smiled. "He has told me so much about you."
Joe sighed and closed his eyes.

Amira's brown eyes got big and she looked at me, then at Joe, and then back to me.

Joe's POV:
Amira turned to me with her lips pursed and her eyes filled with tears.
"You lied to me."
She didn't say it as a question, it was a statement.
"Amira..." I started but she cut me off.
"No," she put her hand up and when she blinked, tears fell down her cheeks.
"You don't love me, do you? That was just another lie."

Demi's POV:
Amira waited for Joe's response but he didn't say anything.
Say something you idiot, I thought for myself.
Amira slowly brought down her hand and nodded.
"I get it now. You were using me. I was right all along."
Joe stood up and grabbed her arm.
But she pushed him away so hard he almost fell.
"Do not touch me!"
She turned around and stormed out of the door.
I looked at Joe and sighed.
"What the hell dude?"
Just as Joe was about to answer me I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"He loves you. But you're too good for him."
Amira gave me a sad smile and I squeezed her hand in sympathy.
Then she walked out of that door and didn't look back once.
"Joe..." I started.
He walked over to me and started talking, while avoiding my eyes.
"She is right. Amira is probably the girl I should've stayed with, but I can't lie to myself anymore."
He held my hand in his and looked deep into my eyes.
"You are the one Demi. When I saw you with Sam that day, I just lost it. It broke my heart. Even though I am not worthy of you. But Demi, I'll change. I'll give up everything just to be with you. Just to spend every second of the day in your embrace."
I started stuttering and I couldn't speak.
Am I really ready for this?

måndag 6 augusti 2012

"Just As Friends.." ♥ 28

~Day 2 on set~

Demi's outfit :http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=55448491
Demi's hair and make up: 

Demi sat down in her chair, to get her hair and make up done. Her makeup aritst walked in through the door and waved at her.
"Hi, I'm Rory. We met yesterday?"
Demi pointed at her while trying to remember where she had seen her before.
"I thought you were part of the cast?"
She smiled.
"No, I do the girls make up."
She was tall, had long black hair, a slim body and a pretty face. 
"Oh, cool." Demi said while looking at Rory and smiling.
They shook hands, before Rory picked up a foundation and a brush.
Demi closed her eyes and let her get to work.
"Where's Michael?" She asked. Michael was the person that did her makeup yesterday.
"He's at the hospital."
Demi furrowed her eyebrows and unconsciously opened her mouth in shock.
"Oh my gosh, is he okay?!"
Rory laughed and I opened my eyes.
"Why are you laughing?"
"I'm sorry, I was just kidding."
I glared at her with confused eyes.
"So where is he?"
"His daughter has a bad cold. Now, close your eyes."
I sighed and did as she said.
The room was quiet for a while, before Rory decided to make things less awkward.
"How do you feel doing your first TV appearance after..." She suddenly got quiet and there was a tension in the room, so I decided to break the silence.
"You mean after I got out of the treatment center? I guess I'm a bit nervous, but I love doing it so much that I kind of forget being nervous, you know?"
"Totally. I used to be an actress, so I know how it feels."
Demi raised her eyebrows.
"You used to be...?"
"Um, I had some problems, and my family and friends thought that there was too much pressure for me to handle in Hollywood."
I nodded.
"Do you mind me asking, what kind of problems?"
Rory thought for a bit before she started telling me her life story.
"Like alot of other kids, I was bullied when I was younger..."
"So was I," Demi interuppted.
Rory nodded and continued.
"And when I got to high school, me and my family moved to L.A. I was told I should audition for 'Carmenita', and I did. I got the part..."
Demi opened her eyes and took a closer look at her.
"Oh my gosh, you're Carmen! I knew I had seen you before somewhere!"
Rory laughed and shrugged.
"I get that alot, but no one ever remembers me."
Demi felt sorry for her, and put her hand over Rory's.
"You just need to meet more people. I'm sure alot of people know you. And I know for a fact, they will recognize the name 'Aurora Rivers'."
Rory smiled and I could see her emotions getting to her. She got teared up and her nose got a little red.
She tried to laugh it off. "I'm about to cry."
I gave her a hug and I could feel her shoulders relaxing.
She pulled away and smiled.
"You're not like I thought you would be at all."
Demi laughed. 
"What's that supposed to mean?"
Aurora picked up a straightner and stood behind me. She started fixing my hair.
"You're not... crazy."
I got a bit nervous. Was that what people thought about me?
"Why'd you think that?"
Aurora didn't answer.
I could her her curse under her breath.
"It's nothing, forget it."
But I couldn't.
"Please, tell me?"
She sighed and I knew she gave in.
"Naomi Sparks is spreading a rumor about how you punched her."

Joe's POV:
*on the phone*
"Hi baby, how are you?"
I could hear Amira giggle on the other line.
"I'm bored," she said, with a soft, sexy voice.
"Come over then."
Amira hesitated for a second.
"Why don't we go out for once? Joe, I don't want to be your sex toy."
I protested as quickly as I could.
"No, no. You're not my sex toy." I thought of something, that could make her feel better. "How about we go out for dinner?"

Amira's POV:
"... I don't want to be your sex toy," I said and held my breath.
What if Joe realised he didn't want me anymore, if I wasn't having sex with him?
But he immediatley replied.
"No, no," he said a bit nervously.
"You are not my sex toy. How about we go out for dinner?"
I bit my lip and felt my heart jump of joy.
"Tonight?" I asked.

Joe's POV:
I smiled at how excited she sounded.
"Tonight," I said, with a determined tone.
"Meet me at the italian restaurant, Aquerello, at 8."

Demi's POV:
Rory nodded silently.
"I will kill her. What have I ever done to her?!"
She hushed me down and kept on fixing my hair.
"Don't say that... Demi, there's something you should know."
"What?" It came out much edgier than I meant. I shook my head and let out a breath of frustration.
"Sorry, I'm just annoyed at Naomi. What is it I should know?"
"They changed the script in the last second. Your character is going to have a fling with another famous kid."
I sighed and leaned back in my chair.
"But I won't be able to remember some new changes. Is he cute?"
Aurora nodded.
"I think you'll agree with me," She said with a smug smile.
Demi felt alarmed. Something was going on...
"Who is he?" I asked suspiciously.
Aurora said his name and I wished the ground would open up and swallow me.

Joe's POV:
"Hey dad."
"Joe, where are you?"
I put my sandwich down.
"At home?"
I could hear my dad punch something.
"You're supposed to be on set today!!"
I slammed my palm against my forehead and sighed.
"Fuck. I'll be there in 5 minutes."
*hangs up*
I ran out my door, slammed it hard after me and ran to my car. I started and the car screeched from the parking lot, out on the highway.

Demi's POV:
"CUT!" Mike yelled and i let out a frustrated sigh.
He got up from his chair and came up to me.
"What's wrong Demi?"
I rolled my eyes and let out a long breath.
"Nothing, I'm fine. I'm just a little distracted."
Mike pinched his nosebridge and went back to his chair.
I could see Naomi standing next to him, smirking. I couldn't let her ruin this for me.
I got down on my knees and screamed.
"What's happening to me?"
Melissa pointed at me with her finger.
"We told you, you were going to regret messing with us."
I cringed, bent over and let out a scream.
Raven walked over to Melissa and stood next to her, and pointed her finger at me too.
"Why are you doing this to me?" I groaned.
Now, it was Naomi who was walking up to us, pointing her finger at me.
"Not so bitchy now, huh?"
I got up on my feet and 'fake' slapped her.
She gasped and took her hand to her cheek.
Her eyes got dark and she slowly shook her head.
"That was a mistake."
"CUT!" Mike yelled.
He walked up to us with a huge grin on his face.
"That was perfect! Demi, great job!"
He gave me a high five and I giggled.
"Take five everyone!"
I hurried back to my dressing room.
I was walking so fast I didn't realise someone was walking in the other direction, towards me.
I accidently walked in to that person and he droppped his phone.
"Watch where you're going," he said with an annoyed tone. But that voice...
I looked up and he caught my eye. He opened his mouth, but nothing came out.
We stared at eachother and my mouth felt dry.
"Um, s-sorry."
I bent down, to pick up his phone, but so did he and things got a bit awkward, and I couldn't help but smiling. So did he.
"How are you?" I asked him.
He shrugged.
"I'm doing really good. How are things with Sam?"
He still cared.
"Joe, I.."
"Demi, I moved on. You don't have to apologize."
I nodded and swallowed the lump in my throath.
"Amira seems like a great girl."
He cocked his head to the side and looked at me with confused eyes.
"I saw your tweet on twitter," I explained.
"Oh," he said and nodded. "Well, yeah, she is."
I faked a smile.
"I'm happy for you."
Joe avoided looking at me.
There was something dark in his eyes.
I turned to walk away, but he grabbed my arm and spun me around so that I was facing him.
This time, when he looked at me, his eyes were as sweet as honey.
"Do you want to catch a coffee or something when we're done shooting?"
I hesitated.
"Just as friends," he insisted and I bit my lip, smiling.
"I'd love to."

I got in Joe's car, and smiled at him.
"You were great today," he said and I felt butterflies in my stomach.
"So were you," I said while putting on my red lipstick.
"Is that the lipstick I got you?"

Joe's POV:
Her cheeks got red and she looked down.
"I think so," she said with a little smile on her, now, red lips.
She looked so beautiful.. I realised how much I had missed seeing that smile.

Amira's POV:
The waiter came up to me.
"Do you want to order anything?"
I shook my head.
"He'll be here soon," I said, but I didn't sound so sure anymore.
I called him for the ninth time that evening.
He didn't answer.
I checked my clock.
It was half past nine.
I blushed with embarassment.
Maybe something bad had happened.
And suddenly, my humilation was repaced by worry.
I got up from my chair and ran to my car.
I started it, and drove to his house.

Demi's POV:
"What about that time, when Nick fell on stage and started crying backstage?"
I laughed and slapped Joe on his arm.
"Stop, I feel so bad for laughing," I said between my giggling.
Joe laughed and shrugged.
"He hates when I bring it up."
We smiled at eachother and as I squeezed my coffee cup, I remembered how Joe wasn't a guy you ever forget.
All of a sudden, my phone started ringing.
I rolled my eyes, and started looking for it in my purse. I finally found it and before I picked up, I checked the caller ID. It was Sam.
I pressed 'ignore' and put it back in my purse.
Joe pointed at my purse and cocked his head to the side.
"You're not getting that?"
"It can wait," I said.
We were both quiet, just looking at eachother, smiling... But the silence, actually said it all. We both knew that we would always love eachother.

(flashback picture)

Joe and Amira, or Joe and Demi?


Demi on set